2nd of February, 2006

I´m so sad!! My life is the most stupid that anyone else, I´m stupid but, I think that i´m right in the things that I said not all but I guess that thing! She is a false girl, and she said that don´t like talk about the other people in their back and she do that with me. I´m not obseced for him I just love him like I never loved other boy, this is be obseced??? She is a bich that goes to the bed with all boys that met and they don´t pay her that is most mean she is immature and she thinks that isn´t but, she is. She never ever will through the feet of my best friend, I can back be her friend again but, she never more will be more one of my best friends! How could someone be so childish? She call me little girl if she look of her she do better because if I´m a Little girl she is a child!!!!! I´m so nervous and irritated I just wanna kill her and myself, that my grandpa forgive me for I´m saiyng that but, I wanna do that really, and ... is a blind girl she don´t see that ... just walk with her because don´t have noone to walk?????? And she say yes to all the things that people say ... told her that I´m obseced about him and she said right that moment that it´s true she´s another bich.Nobody think that I´m obseced about he just they, THEY ARE A BICHIES 4EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never will trust her again because she is the most lier girl she never will put me again like I´m now because, she don´t deserve that, if she want give the ass to all the people I don´t have nothing to do about that it´s her job if she born to do that is what she will do for the rest of her life!!!!!!! Why I´m not follow my dream? Why I´m not actrees now? Why I´m so stupid? The love and the friendship don´t exist just with the people that we meet about all the time not with bichies and horses that just born to make us cry and stay sad. People say that things just happend on teens but is not! I miss my auncle because he mades me smile when I just wanna cry, I miss my granpa but I never ever will back see him because god is unfair and just kill the good persons he never had to die because he had the most beutiful soul in the world! I will pray for my brother, my mom, my dad, all my cousins, all my aints and auncles, and a little bit for me, I hope he give me strenght to be actrees is the most thing that I want on this moment, I wanna strenght to keep living my life without hurt and pain with health and love from my family and don´t let noone put me down because I´m not too stronger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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